Ze Sex Blog
I have a lot of thoughts on sex. I thought maybe someone would benefit from reading them as much as I'd benefit from writing them. I also love sexy pictures so I'll reblog plenty. Feel free to submit too :)
I'm a college student in Virginia. I love to write, I love the ocean, I love my friends. I love all cuddly things. I love most sexual things.
I called this "ze sex blog" as not only a fake french accent way of saying "the sex blog" but also because the first two letters of my name are "Ze" and "ze" is one of my preferred (gender neutral) pronouns :)
So here it is. please enjoy! feedback is welcome. meanness is not. <3
I went on a date with a guy. And we talked a lot and then made out and fondled and I had a lot of weird upset feelings because I started pressuring MYSELF into sexual things but didn’t do them, but it wasn’t even him. We ended up at my apartment and had sex, and it was good. We did it again and it started hurting and I KNEW that I could tell him to stop but I didn’t. I started punishing myself. I kept my mouth shut and started crying and then told him to stop.
Why do I do this to myself? I know why; I’m traumatized and shouldn’t be fucking. But I like him. And now he probably won’t ever want to see me again. Maybe in a month or two when I have my shit together I’ll ask if he wants to hang out again.
There are few things more important <3.
Aftercare awareness post. I officially love this couple.
;_;
Aww I love this.
(via hisstericalhysterectomy)
And that was a year ago / I was only in a steady relationship for four months.
That is impressive and explains why I’ve had so many partners.
I get so insecure, not really about myself but about my life, afraid that I’ll get stuck. As long as I can still touch people I’ll be okay. I’m trying to be ok with giving myself space from other people too.
Anyway it’s been almost two weeks now and I would like the sex please.